Dearly Alexander

My dear Alexander, I apologized for the letter had not reached you in time. I am so sorry my love for I have been very busy lately, being the only daughter in the family, Father forced me to be the one cleaning the house. He even forced me to stay at home and refused to let me see the Sun. It seems as though I was caged up for no apparent reason. If only you could feel my sufferings here, I would feel a whole lot better.

My love, life here has been harsh lately. It felt as though peace and order have been taken away and corruption has now become a part of life now. It seems to me that the great leader who controlled the military army was gone and he left the army in this state. Chaotic. My dear, please return home. I need you to be here with me, your army needs you. Life has been different without you here.

You see my dear, no one can control the army. The ones that were newly appointed had sadly withdraw for no one is up to your expectation. No one can compete with you. That my love was the reason why I wanted to be with you and not Marius nor anyone else. I believe that you will be able to protect me and love me endlessly. Father still has not be able to see what you can do. You are more than meets the eye, my dear. You are my everything.

My love, I could not go on life without you. I was hopeless, I was lost while you were far away. Nothing I did was right. My dear, you have been away for so long that I lost full control of myself. I could no longer summon the energy to move. All I ever did all day and night was  to break down and to think of you. My dear, I can never explain the true meaning of happiness without you. It is as though my tunnel is in complete darkness once again. The fire that once lit up my journey seems to burned out. I can never survive without you my love.

My dear, I have met up with your sister Athenai a couple of weeks ago and your brother Lusius recently regarding the matter that you mentioned in your last letter. They had promised to keep an eye on me and Father. Do not worry my dear as I will be in good hands by your brother and sister. I believed them as much as I believed you. They are already a part of my life now. Athenai had even prepared the wedding dress for me to wear during our day. I was in tears seeing myself in the mirror with that white dress. Oh my dear how I wish you could see me here. I could not wait upon your return.

Beloved,
Adrienne

My dearly beloved

I was overjoyed upon receiving your letter. I could not believed it for the moment that I had been waiting for. The one that came from Cairo, Egypt. The letter that I was hoping for, praying for. The letter that proved me that you're still alive, still sailing the sea. The letter that was finding its way to me.

My love, I agreed that times are hard now for we are being drifted apart once again by force. Father was still not convinced that you are the man of my life. Father insisted on me marrying Marius. Father could not see the value that I see in you. You, my Alexander, are the missing piece of my heart that I was searching for all this while. You complete me. Marius was nothing like you for you were gifted with the power that no one else were. You are everything that I dreamt of, you were the treasure that was meant just for me.

My dear, do you not remember the memories where we spent all our times together, the places that we travelled just the two of us, the faces that we met along the way? The ones by the sea, where you held me tight in your arms wishing we set sail the world together on our own. Do you not remember that my dear? That was the only memories left in me, the reason for my existence till this day. I could bear the thought of being away from you. It kills me knowing that I was forbid from seeing you. Father could not see that you were my other half of my heart, you were meant for me. We were meant to be together, just you and me. How could Father not see that?

My Alexander, every night I pray and hope for your return. I could not stand living in this world without you, I was lost without your guidance. My dear, I just wish that I was the only one that you always think about, the one in your thoughts all the time for I do not want to lose you with the ones that you encounter along your journey. My dear, all I ever want right now is you and I do not mind waiting for thousand years for your return. I want nothing but you, my love. I need your love.

Your beloved,

Adrienne Lyssa

My Love

I know its only been days past you last wrote to me and Father forbid me to write to you but I had to for I just could not resist the urge of talking to you. I even had to write this letter under the old oak tree where we first met. Its quiet and peaceful here without you and as I am writing this letter, I can feel your presence here with me accompanying me. I can imagine you sailing the sea in search of my love, sense the trouble that you are going through, the faces that you witnessed and the scenery that you get to see. I pictured you and me standing by the port hand in hand, travelling the world together.  

My dear, I do not blame you that the people there treated you bitterly for they do not know the power that you were gifted with. You are a warrior, a brave and honorable knight in my eyes. The one that Father overlooked it, the one that Father misjudged for. Father still thinks that Marius is great, when the truth was that he pretended to be of your character for my family's wealth. Marius doesn't love me like the way you do. Marius is nothing like the man of my life, the man I wanna marry with.

My dear Alexander, I am still waiting for your letter from Cairo, Egypt. The letter to show me that you're still sailing the sea, still missing me as the days past, still thinking of me as you sailed across the world. I am still waiting for your letter my love. Please write to me my Alexander.

Your girl
Adrienne Lyssa

My beloved Alexander

I hope that as i'm writing this letter you're safe and sound. My dear Alexander, i can't believed Father made you traveled across the world just because you wanted to marry me. I hate Father for doing that to you. I felt so cold and alone here without you. Everyday was a dread for me. Birds no longer tweet nor fly across my window just like they do when you were around. Life here without you is meaningless.

Here we are being drifted apart as you made your way across the sea. I've received your letter my dear and i'm thankful that you've arrived to your first destination safely. How i wish i was there with you, traveling the world but instead i'm here waiting upon your return. I need you in my arms, to keep me warm, make me feel secured. Thinking of you is the only way that kept me looking forward. My dear, i would do anything to have you back in my arms, anything for your return. We could run away far away from Father and we could live happily on our own.

My dear, Father forced me to marry Marius if you never came back. The man that i hated the most, the man that has no respect for me but Father thinks he is the one for me. Please my dear prove Father that you can support me, that you love me more than your life. My dear please come back, i want to marry the man of my choice not Father's choice. I'll be waiting upon your next letter.

Your love,
Adrienne